Thinking of death to much?

Go see a psychologist, they are trained to help. No it is not normal to think about death so much, let alone try to take your own life. While I totally agree the world is a crap place you should make it your goal in life to rise out and above the crap and do well for yourself. Death does not lead to a better life, death is the end. I'll reiterate, go see a psychologist they are trained to help people.